Being Still.

It's so hard to discern God's voice in the midst of all this chaos, the hustle and bustle.

Recently,
I really found that heart of witnessing again.
For the past few times i went witnessing, I met people who go to church, used to go to church, and were hurt by their experiences there. Maybe God has called me to straighten things out, to heal them and let them know that even though THOSE people never loved them, He does.

There are so many misconceptions about God, even within the christian community. I don't even know how or when it began to get so bad. I think it's because we stopped listening.

As a whole generation, we stopped listening.
And God is a god of justice, the following generations will feel his punishment.
That I didn't really understand till today...

Nobody is born with a certain mind set, it's shaped by their parents.
So it would take a couple generations before God can really instill his presence on a family that turned away from Him.

I can only pray that I'm living a life worthy of His calling.
That i'm listening to Him.
I hope all my enlightenments, those dreams and visions...
if You're speaking to me, may it be plain to me and may I trust it with all the faith I have to offer...
numbers 21