u n g r a t e f u l .

I realized just how lucky i really am.

Even though I should've seen this from a mile away, I wouldn't be very "human" if I did.
Everything that I've ever needed has been given to me.
I messed up a lot, and I continue to mess up all the time.
I say the wrong things at the wrong time.
I don't say anything at all in others...
I ask for help. I ask for guidance...
and it's all been given to me.
But many times, i don't take the help.
Even I surprise myself because I lack so much, I really am as dim as one gets.

I'm humbled and amazed at how many times I have been given that second, third, gazillionth chance.

There's always a way to fix it.
There's always another path to take.
He's always been right there, even when I'm not.

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