What?

I really hate my horrible short term memory.
My freaking goodness, how i hate it so...
if i could label it as a spiritual battle, i most certainly would.

It's amazing how I can forget the most crucial things at the most crucial times, every single day.
Where have I put the rest of my brain, can somebody please tell me?
I don't enjoy being this way...
and i certainly don't want to identify myself as the one with the mind of a goldfish.

It has put a major block on this hazardous construction site of a life...
I can only imagine a day when I have everything figured out, everything in its place, everything ready to go on time...

yes.
the perfect day, an illusive dream.

If were to be a bit more on track, I would be:
- smarter
- more efficient
- less stressed
- richer, have more money
- richer, not needlessly lose money
- happier?
- less tired
- less frustrated
- fruitful and abundant
- richer, wealthier in every way, especially financially...
- be less disappointing

i can be me, but 3 times more efficient and better in general.

i wrote this post because I forgot the main reason i even opened this post up.
damn my broken neurological senses.

i need a yogurt.