My Perfect Person

I'm not sure why I started to think about what I think the perfect guy is. To be honest, it seems childish and stupidly hopeful. Yet, being a girl, it's hard not to think about it. The kind of person you hope to find one day, perfect prince charming to come rushing into your life on a beautiful white steed and sweep you off your feet. That kind of perfect...

Well what's perfect to me is I guess, how big their heart is. I know that's super lame, cliche, and corny as hell. But nothing can top it, nothing. I just can't bear myself to be someone that i like for their superficiality.

So what makes a guy perfect for me?

Like i said, he has to have the biggest heart.
The kind of guy that loves his parents, kids, and just about anyone.
Someone that appreciates life and everything that's in it.
Someone that I can safely, without regret, give my everything because He'll know I gave him everything that i can give.
Someone who can love you with no condition.
Someone who can tell you that you look beautiful, even though you feel like crap inside and out.
Someone you won't be afraid to be yourself, someone that will love you for your perfections and your imperfections.
Someone that will respect you, and you in turn.
Someone who's willing to work it out, even though at the time, it seems hopeless (you gotta give him credit for trying).
Someone that will make you want to eat your heart out when he says something just terrible.
Someone that will apologize afterwards and you can sleep at night, finally.
Someone you can spend a night with in a room without the worry of something happening.
Someone you can just lay out a mat on the grass at night, look at the stars, tell them that they're gay for doing this with you, but really you couldn't be happier and you just fall asleep on their chest.
Someone that can make me laugh, no matter how i'm feeling or how much I'm mad at them.
Someone that's man enough to say sorry.
Someone that's man enough to say corny stupid things that he probably thought sounded cool in his head.
Someone who i can push to the ground and he'll just pull me right down with him, even if it hurts me.
Someone who will kiss the booboos away.
Someone you just always miss, even though they were just in front of your house 5 minutes ago.
Someone you think you're just sick of, but then you turn around and realize you want to take that back.
Someone who misses you genuinely.
Someone honest, dilligent, and hard-working.
Someone fair and wise.
Someone who can get things done, in the most fashionable manner.
Someone who plays as hard as he works.
Someone who still acts like a little kid.
Someone you want to cook for, clean for, and give them little surprises.
Someone who will ask you about your day, they might listen, or they might just glaze over at the sound of your voice.
Someone that will put their arms around you when they know you're scared, cold, or just because it seems like the right time.
Someone that will keep the door open for you, and all the ladies behind you.
Someone that all your friends are dying to get one for themselves.
Someone who just knows me inside and out, and understands when I'm just saying things and knows when to read between the lines and pick out what I really mean.
Someone like that, who truly knows something isn't right when I tell them everything is, but isn't.
Someone who will let me be angry when I want, happy when I want, and sad when I want.
Someone who loves God, and knows what love really is.
It's the kind of love that will make your head spin, make your friends puke, and sinks all your insides towards your thighs.
The stuff that's better than dreaming.
The feeling that you're floating above the ground.
The kind of insecurity you feel because you can't dream of living without them.

I know that's a long list, and it's going to be hard to come across someone like this. He might not even exist. Actually, no. I think this person exists, but it isn't someone, but it's a lot of people. When they meet the right person.

I've been noticing lately the meaning of chemistry. Sometimes people have great chemistry, they just hit it off really well. Some people have great physical chemistry, if you know what I mean. And some people just have terrible, horrible chemistry. It may be the same person, but depending on who they're with, they can be the "perfect person" or the devil himself.

But still it's like a gamble, how do you know who is Mr. Right?

hahaha
oh well, it's best not to look. It'll just be I suppose.